I was in love with the man. He was not married, when I met him. I met him, when I was 29 and he was 22. I did not start having sex, with him, until I divorced at 31. He had absolutely, nothing to do with my divorce. Seriously. My ex-husband was violent and abusive. I was going to divorce my husband years, before I met MY LOVE. I stayed with my ex-husband, because I got pregnant and did not want to have my child raised in a broken home. What a mistake. My little son, witnessed his mother being punched in the face and other such dramas. I divorced my husband, out of fear, for my son.

The first time we had sex, it was like my first time. I had only been with two men, in twelve years and that was my two husbands. I was with my first husband 6 years and 6 with my last. I was a nervous wreck, the first time. Once I relaxed, I was able to show him my skills. He became obsessed with me. Why? Who knows. I am not some great beauty. Don't get me wrong, I have my looks, but I am not or ever have been a striking model type.