Monday, December 17, 2007

Lucky me, I have frozen shoulder. It can last up to 18 to 30 months. I am going to record my daily progress here. I still have some mobility in my right arm. I am going to try to maintain that.
I am in the freezing period, hopefully, almost through that. Then, will be the frozen phase, then the thawing period. I can reach up half way and a quarter of the way to the side. I know, not much, but it is something. If I can maintain that, through this debilitating condition, I am lucky. I have a long road ahead of me. Hopefully, not to long. Maybe, I will be one of the lucky ones.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

December 6, 2007

I am still here, in this world, but not of this world.

My son has moved away. I am depressed about it.

Christmas is coming.


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

November 1, 2007

First real victory, historical victory against the crime of illegal immigration. Federal Judge blocked attempts by illegals and their supporters to stop Oklahoma's new anti-illegal alien law from going into
effect. First real battle won, in this war against the illegal alien invasion. Well, in June the so-called comprehensive or so-called "Grand Bargain" totally was shutdown by "We the People." The DREAM
Act was killed again, for the fifth time. I would say we are winning the war, thus far. We have to win, for our American children and our young adults. Illegals, the traitors who hire them and the government officials that aide and abett them, must go.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I saw my surgeon last Thursday. No return of cancer.

Thank the powers to be. Thank you Jesus and my spirit sisters.

I live to survive. I survive to live.


Friday, June 08, 2007

June 8, 2007

I forgot, "CANCER SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Just had to say that.
June 8, 2007

Just had my hair cut since my last chemo. It is short, gray and mostly black.

I have never had black hair in my life.

I plan on growing it longer, but had to cut to remove bad ends.

I am growing healthier, slowly, but I will get there.

My father died unexpectantly, two weeks ago from an aggressive cancer tumor in his brain. They said it was only there about three months.

My mom was diagnosed with uterine cancer, when I was going through my sixth chemo treatement. Hers was slow growing, no chemo or radiation for her. Thank God. She had surgery and is doing well.

Extremely emotional and heart wrenching time, but we are growing through
the pain and trials of this past year.

It has been difficult, but we will win over these trying times.

Life goes on, regardless of the roadblocks.

We will survive!!!!!!


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

January 23, 2006

It has been 5 weeks, since my last chemo. My hair is finally starting to grow back, very slowly, but it is coming back.

I just had the port in my chest removed, yesterday. It was going to get in the way of radiation, which I start next Monday.

On the day of my last chemo, my mom started to bleed. She went to the doctor's and just found out, she had cancer. She is going to have to have a hysterectomy at the age of 73. It is grade 1 and her prognosis looks good so far.

Never in a thousand years did I ever think I would get cancer, now my mom.

What is happening? My life has been changed forever. I pray, and I pray, and I pray, and I pray some more.

This cannot be the end for me and my mom. I know my mom is 73, but she could still be around a few more years, heck, ten more years.

This illness has stolen my life the past several months. I am going to be taking my life back, full force. My mom is not going to die, not yet. I will not allow it.