September 23, 2006 Saturday afternoon

My son is going to work soon, to leave me alone.

I have the blues today. I am preparing myself for chemotherapy.

I went and had all my hair cut short the other day and colored my hair a bright carrot red. Why? Have no clue. Wanted to do something radical, before the radical happens. Radical cancer treatment. They got all the breast cancer. Everything turned out great, but it was an aggressive cancer, so now they will use radical aggressive chemotherapy. I will be bald in a few weeks, which will last atleast 6 months. I am SCARED TO DEATH of what the chemo will do to my body.

The one thing I never worried about, has happened.

Life goes on.