Gee. Can you believe it is August 5th, already. The summer has gone so fast.

I have been thinking about death, alot lately. I try not to, but my mom almost died last week. She is home, but very weak.

I think of my own death. Life has gone so fast. I was just 35 yesterday. Now, I am 49. Geesch. It is unbelievable. I do not want to get wrinkly and lose my teeth. It is depressing. I know, it happens to all of us, but it doesn't make it any easier. Getting old.

It sucks. Breast Cancer sucks. A big one.